I voted on the first day of Advance Polls. I do want the Liberals to win. HOWEVER I did not vote for the Liberals, I am in a fairly safe riding for Liberals to win and ultimately I felt the NDP Candidate was more aligned with my values. Also I sent her a message to find out her position on trans rights and got this amazing email back about how she provides gender affirming care in her family medicine practice, and that she believes the rising anti-trans sentiment to be foreign interference from American hate groups. Which I believe too! Anyway, she had my vote, even though I want the Liberals to get in.
I know it’s a super important election. NDP are not going to form government and will probably lose seats. And they are also an imperfect party, who have had positions I don’t agree with. And Mark Carney probably is the best one to lead us right now. But also the NDP supporting a Liberal minority government did get us some gains in Pharmacare and Dental Care. So I’m a bit hesitant about how a Liberal Majority government might not bother respecting the NDP and Bloc voters who have switch their votes this go around. I guess we will find out!
But please vote for the candidate best positioned to block a Conservative in your riding.
It’s been wild watching the disinformation on Facebook. Conservatives trying to manipulate Indigenous voters into voting against the Liberals do piss me off. The lies are off the chart.
ALSO THOUGH I’m kind of pissed that the party platforms didn’t come out until super recently, after people already started voting at Advance Polls. I think those platforms should be up before people vote.
I’m also aware a lot is at stake for me this election, considering the rise of fascism.
The advance polls had a two hour long wait to vote. Which is long BUT ALSO kind of amazing because it means people both know who they are voting for AND some who might not otherwise vote are coming out. So I hope we make a good choice.
I didn’t get super involved in campaigning this election because I was undecided for a long time. I was going to vote Liberal and changed my mind. But it was a lot of waffling back and forth. I just wish Carney had been more upfront about supporting trans rights, and Palestine. Like those were TWO big issues I was concerned about and I know the NDP candidate was more aligned with me on those two issues. I know the risk of voting against the Liberals because of Palestine could cause the same thing here as in the States when people didn’t vote for Harris. But if it was more of a close race between Conservatives and Liberals in this riding I would have voted Liberal. Ahh ha ha someone is gonna get mad at me for not voting Liberal though. I know the assignment I just am making a decision based on my immediate riding.
I’m doing well otherwise. The marks for my class went in last week and so I am not a prof anymore. I’m just a regular dude. I am still taking guitar lessons, so I guess I am just a student right now.
I have decided to take lessons next year too. I’m advancing really well and progressing and I know my main issue has been not getting enough practice in. But the last guitar lesson I had he said I was doing some things that separate the pros from the average guitarist, which was cool to hear. My guitar teacher trained at Berklee so he knows a lot of stuff! It’s really nice. My last class he showed me how to make my strumming quieter or louder by how hard I hold the pick. I’m finally at a place where I know enough to ask the right questions about how to improve. I need to improve my tempo, I honestly need to be using the metronome more. I am hoping this summer I can be as creative as I want and practice my guitar a lot and write a lot. I know admin stuff always happens. But also this longterm project is ending in May so THAT will be off of my plate.
Today I finished writing a smutty/critical theory article. I’m not sure who its fans will be. But I hope it finds its audience. I think it’s a pretty sexy article, it’s filled with gay trans sex, and “straight” romantic longing, with a ton of queer lovers and potential lovers of various genders. It’s probably the most bisexual writing I’ve done ha ha. I mean except for my diary which is very bi. I feel like an old man using bisexual when probably pansexual is more related to what my sexuality is. I like a broad spectrum of genders. From super femme women all the way to big burly bearded bears. And various genders in between and beyond that.
I am also nearly done my grant! I just need one email back confirming participation and then I can submit it. The budget got updated, and I have to redo the letters of confirmation and make them into one big PDF and then check a box agreeing with something and hit submit. And then my grant is IN and I don’t have to think about it until October when results come out. So I am happy about that.
My travel grant got moved to results pending. So hopefully I find out soon. I’ve found out about travel grants generally while I am on the trip I need them to pay for, and it’s not always good news! So yeah we’ll see how that goes.
Tomorrow I get on a plane to Amsterdam! SO SOON! I get on a train on Tuesday in Amsterdam to Osnabrück. And then I get to my hotel and just crash and sleep in! Except I think there’s breakfast in the morning. And German hotels usually do a decent breakfast. All the meats!